i'm accidentally killing all the plants and i'm trailing like a ragged flag.
if only i could tell you.

i'll be there

i don't mind you coming here and wasting all my time. but when yr standing oh-so-near, i kind of lose my mind.

it wasn't the cough that carried her off,
it was the coffin they carried her off in.

let the loveliness begin

She says "When violets bloom on the window-pane
And roses grow on the kitchen floor,
It's then that I'll return again
And be your bride forevermore".

He's taken her by her yellow hair,
And tied it to his horse's tail.
He's dragged her through the bushes and briars
That grow so thick all on the plain.

nicky sees a bright moon
nicky fell over
nicky saw giant paw prints in the snow
nicky is an amaryllis
nicky uses half load
nicky chases skimble
nicky says goodnight, every night
nicky was confused between 7 and 8pm
nicky and her pictures
nicky looks forward to laura
nicky took a long bus ride (with a woman who drank cough medicine from a bottle)

i'm going to the moors and to tell you the truth,
i may not come back.

the good decision

i accidentally hypnotised myself in the garden just now.
it was cold but interesting.

evensong

december field study

the only thing that matters

my hands, like my garden, are frozen.
do i keep the wolves from the door?
or just let them in?

there are so many words but they are all stuck in my throat like a plum stone.
none of them are nice but i'll swallow them anyway.